It hurts

I left a friend's housewarming party and I feel like shit. I don't need a house, but I could've had one if I just had a fucking hunch.

I sent a link to friends that I was playing online. At the end, I asked if they had seen any of it. They said no. I know they're busy, but that fucking hurt.

What's it all for?

I know this funk will end soon enough. But it hurts so fucking much right now.

Even food tasted different yesterday. My brain is all sorts of broken.

At the end of every night, it's just me. Alone.

I close my eyes and I wander into the darkness. It's really purply.