hell

I'm only halfway done with midterms, I have to work on the poster for the conference that, frankly, I don't want to go to anymore, my mom is going to the hospital for her surgery at 9AM so I'll ditch class for that, but I still have to turn in 2 homework assignments that I know absolutely nothing about and have but 8 hours to submit. I need to find a summer internship. I need to finish this homework. I need to be able to drive myself back from the hospital tomorrow. I need to wash the dishes and do the laundry. I need to makesure Mom's gonna be ok. I need to finish the stupid poster. I need to stop playing fucking Guitar Hero. I need to grow up. I need to focus on school. I need to get my fucking license. I need to stop wasting my time on this fucking blog. I need to sleep. I need to remember why the hell I signed up for 19 units if I can't even do 15. I need to grow some balls and talk to people. I need to go to office hours.

I need
to crash.