Comments

So I got comments for the first time in forever. Of course, me being oblivious to the world, I didn't even notice them for months. Funny how things work like that. I was ready to do another ho-hum woe-is-me blog, but then I read the comments, or at least the ones in English that I don't think are spam, and it was really encouraging. And I want to like myself, it's just having to be honest about my feelings with family and friends. I am close to my mom, but I can't be open with her. I don't feel like I have anyone that I can really talk to about stuff, but I know that's my fault.

Heading out to Vegas in the morning. I have some comps I need to redeem before the end of the year and, well, it's now the end of the year. I was hoping to find a friend to go with, but with the holidays and everyone's budgets already tight, it didn't work out. Maybe that's a good thing. Maybe I need some time away from Dodge and everything. I just worry I may not come back.