Numb

Howdy, all. Well, finals are upon us. I have three in the next two days, but then I'm done. So that's good. I know I have one A in the books, and another is being graded still (supposedly). One I'm not too worried over. And the last two I will have to fight for them.

But, meh, I'm still emo even after a week. Whatcha gon' do? I don't know, I just have no clue how to walk up to a girl and not be a bumbling idiot. Maybe I should shave. While I personally enjoy my Grizzly Adams exterior, all I ever hear is people complain about it. Fine, I'll get a haircut after my finals. And I'll shave.

I have no idea what I'm doing this summer. Maybe I'll just get a summer job at Kinko's and take a summer class. That would free up my schedule a smidge in the Spring. Oh, it would be so awesome to just have 7 units in the Spring! Senior Design, Senior Lab, Math Modeling (and with all my friends!) The good times aren't over yet.

Been selling back my books for some much needed dough. Managed to buy a Mother's Day Gift this year. Just some big smelly candle my mom wanted, and it was pricey, too. 25 bucks for a little candle?! Dang. Well I'm pretty sure she likes it.

Maybe I just need to stop being so... Mitchy and more... Mitch. Stop acting like the 12 year old kid I am inside and start going to parties, drinking lots of beer, doing more college-y things. But I like Mitchy. We hang out in the food court all the time. Granted, it's always just us, and nobody else... It just seems like everyone else has it smooth when it comes to life. Sure, school is overwhelming, but after the long day is over you all got somebody else to talk to, hang around, even if it doesn't always work out. I don't. I mean, yeah, I got you guys, but you know what I mean. I made a wish into the fountain at a Chinese restaurant I went to today. God, I hope it comes true. Of course, it probably won't since I was being selfish. We'll see.