ain't no surprise

I just thought that this was ridiculously cute. from vgcats.com,


bah. got a rejection letter from phelps dodge today in the mail. boy do i suck on interviews. of course i don't have work related experience, that's why i'm applying to you guys! to get some! maybe you forgot that in order to get inside the freakin' building somebody has to take a chance on you and keep their foot in the door long enough for you to get in. then you get a copy of the copy of the key so you have the jiggle the doorknob a lot in order to turn it. not the other way around. well at least maybe my summer math programs applications will materialize soon, cause 60% of my classes here don't seem to be doing me a heck of a lot of good.

Damn, if I had even half the drive of other people I know, I'd get somewhere. but for some reason i just expect everything to fall into my lap and all will be ok. when am i going to realize that's never gonna happen? when am i gonna realize that there's more to learning the stuff in a class other than learning it to avoid a bad grade? it just feels like I should already be the assistant manager at an Arby's or something. but no. i'm stuck here in my room, not doing homework, not going to parties, not wearing that cologne for "special occasions", doing nothing. again.

i feel very invisible. and i hate that blogger forced me to get a google account. not cool. i don't want to those those fancy schmancy things. i just want to type a few paragraphs, put one snazzy color in the back, and have my friends read it. since when did the world become so superficial?