5 am dream

Had a dream where I was playing DDR with a playstation controller, right in front of a TV at 864, sitting "Indian style", and then my black cat walks up and I think, "Wow, my cat is as old as I am. There is no where else I would rather be right now.

Today would be a good day to die."

In a lot of ways, my brain works pretty well. On other fronts, it feels broken. Outside of family, I have never felt that kind of unconditional love or affection for another person.

I think that makes me pretty textbook psychopath.