Apologies are in order

I hate what I've done to this blog. It's become a roach's nest of hostility and guilt. I don't know if anyone still follows this, but I feel like I need to apologize to you, as well.

It just sucks when life plans fall through, and when you've been in such a consistent funk that you can't think straight or say one goddamn nice thing about yourself. Today is a better day.