conflicted
Now is very weird.
No one blogs anymore. It's as if its passed along the ways of Windows Me or the Walkman. The only person I can tell reads this anymore is myself and Alice (I'd totally be up for lunch sometime this week!) or Shauna. So sometimes as a whole it feels quiant and pointless to blog. But I still do it. I know Elise went to a different blog. Most people have just stopped. Ugh. Do I, as well? But this is my creation, all the things that sum up me over the course of 3 years! How else could I account for my adventures at MIT, my inner struggles to decide to stay here in Tucson, the untangling of chaos that is life? You can't just ignore it like an old pair of pants thta don't fit anymore, it is still living, breathing. It has a soul- your own. I guess I could note it up on Facebook, that way more people could know, but most people don't care about blogs or "notes" anymore. It's like a social stigma, almost. Plus I have my Myspace blog, mostly because more people read that one. It feels good knowing that other people are interested in what you say. But I don't want to give up just yet.
And then, sigh....
Ok there's a moth on my window... Shoo!
Where was I? Oh yeah, I think [deleted] I shouldn't. enough said. God, I must be stupid. Yeah, share your dilemma with the whole world. Then they'll beat you back in to sense. No, this is somethign you only tell Psychologists in your sleep. I've said too much. I should just delete this paragraph, but part of me wants to toss it in the air just to see what happens and the other part of me is reason. Don't mess everything up, it says. It can only lead to disaster, especially for you and everyone else.
It's interesting what you share to people who may or may not be there. Like Postsecret, except my name's on the top.
posted by mitchy @ 12:11
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Hey Mitchy,
Yeah, it seems no one really blogs anymore. I, myself... admit to that one. It's not that I don't have things to say... it's that there's no words to express a lot of things, y'know? Seems that so much has happened and I can't even begin to sum everything up in words. All my struggles, victories, etc etc.... once in a while, I get a great urge to blog it up... write some long random rant or blurb... but it never quite happens because 22 units... man, keeps you from doing a lot of things. Although, that's no excuse either, right? I'll have to say though, I keep checking back to your blog because I enjoy reading what you have to say... I enjoy knowing that you're alive and still out there... since I don't run into you very often anymore. I guess the main deal with blogging on this is that it's open to the whole world, and some things are simply too personal to spill to everyone... so even though blogger totally rocks and is tons better than facebook, xanga, or livejournal... at least the latter 2 have options. Although, I still don't blog much regardless... yep. Guilty as charged. What I *should* do... is simply copy my entire blog, and move it to under a new blog name... then that removes a lot of things... perhaps that's a good idea. Hmm... well, in the meanwhile... do what you want I guess. But yeah, I've expressed my thoughts on your blogs- I like 'em! If you want more people to read, I guess facebook is the way to go... but when you don't want as many people... blogger? Dunno... I'll try and see if I have time the coming week... if not, the week after for sure. Just midterms and all lately... bleh.
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