reality setting in

OK so today I guess everything clicked and now I feel like shit. All the stresses that I've had over the last month and have been holding in just burst out this morning. I am so tired. I haven't done anything productive today. We've been having to actually talk to people, and I think that's what's hardest. It was just a matter of time before everything spilled out. My whole family's like that- hold it in and let it all out at once. I'm still in my pajamas and we need to go do laundry. Ugh. This sucks.