unmotivated

I'm ditching my German class right now. I know. I can't believe it either. I think this is the first class this whole year that I've actively decided to not go to a class. god I hope this doesn't start a trend.

Though now I'm afarid of going to my next class. You see, it's in the same building as the one that I just ditched, and if I saw the teacher there then I would feel really bad. And then what if he confronted me about it? Oh gee, I don't think I can take this kind of pressure.

But it is my fault. Stupid evil box of happiness that we call TV. I must've watched that thing from like 5 to 8 nonstop, during prime homework time. Then I started to read my book that I was already 5 pages behind. So I read like 10. And then I just got so sleepy. An hour and a half later, more cartoons were on, and I was now 20 pages behind. I just need to buck up and start dong my hw again. maybe I need to start going back to the library. There I won't get distracted as easily.

And it dawned on me that I actually might be able to get a triple major in four years. If I apply for Interdisciplinary studies here, all I'd need is the stuff I have pretty much already decided I am going to do (Mech Eng minor/major, Econ minor, math stuff) and take like 1 more Econ class and voila! another degree. God, I'm so superficial.