guilty

I don't like the holidays. There, I said it. Sure, it's awesome not going to school and letting your parents treat you like you were twelve again, but there's only so much that you can take.

And then there's the whole gift aspect. I already told Mom what I want: a new cell phone and the Killers CD. But then at Best Buy today she keeps blabbing about how I should get myself a gift since I've been "good" all year. But I've never liked getting myself stuff, especially if its more expensive stuff. I don't know, I just don't feel like I actually deserve it usually. But, long story short, I got a Gamecube and am now 150 down the scholarship money drain. But now I feel guilty in a way.