Mr. Indecisive

I seriously need to stop being such a laissez faire type of person. Devin looked at my voter regiostration card, where I'm listed as NOP (No Party affiliation) and he said, "Stand for something. Geesh."

The problem is I've never been a very standing person. I hate making decisions that affect the of outcome of myself and others. My mom used to get me those "Pick your own story" type of stories, and I ALWAYS had to find out what the other option was. I couldn't be content with just taking one road. I want to take all of them, even though I know I flat out can't.

For a short-run basis, Target has a 3.2 megapixel camera w/ a 64MB memory card for just 77 bucks! Tht's pretty sweet, since comparably similar cameras run upwards of 2, 3 hunderd dollars. But do I need a camera, I ask myself, Sure, I'd like one, but what would i do with one? Take pictures? Yeah, but is it worth it even if it's only 77 bucks?! Is there something else you could spend your child-support money on like, I don't know, AP DEPOSITS?! You could get a disposable for 5, and the prints probably just like 10 more.

For a long term basis, there's college. Don't get me started.

I just wish everything was simple probability. MIT has something like 20% aceptance rate, so there is a 20% chance I'll be accepted. Then if I got in, what would be the probablility of me going there? .1? .2? pi to the negative 1 power? If it could only be that easy. Pull out the calculator. Random number generate and VOILA! you're going to ________. But no.

I think I might worry about this later, though I know I can't hold it off for much longer.