Twelve Thirty

At last! Free at last! Hooray! APs are over for me! What a relief. Today was physics B, and I am just so glad it's over. Well, naturally now we have finals and Spanihs noteboooks to work on. I'm not surw why; I've just lost all of the spark when it comes to school. You show up. You listen to what they have to say. You eat lunch. Listenen to them talk about the final a bit more and voila! Day's over.

But we're almost no longer juniors anymore. We've griped and moaned about the essays and the homework and now we're just about done. All we have are finals next week and then we're seniors. This is our real last summer as kids, you know. Yes, technically next summer will count too, but we'll all be thinking about college and how we're getting on that jet plane or finding a dorm room and a good buddy who's not too smelly and respects your property.

And frankly I'm scared. I'm even wary of this new blogger update. Already I yearn for the old homepage with the orange and blue. And I remember how nervous I was leaving middle school. It didn't matter that I was number one math kid in the state; I was still afraid of UHS.

It's like you want one foot outside and one in.