The void

Well, first of all, my commenting thingies are back and running, so that's good. And the best part was it wasn't my fault! Haloscan was going to a new server.

But now the dawn of doom is nearly upon us, and it seems that everyone's running off to the nearest shelter except nobody remembered to come get me. It's kinda weird. I mean it just seems that lots of people are distancing themselves from me and I don't know why. Maybe I shouldn't have started this blog and reveal myself. Maybe I shouldn't have logged in at all.

What I mean is I know everyone is going off and having some fun before school starts. I know some of my friends are going somewhere today to hang out, and I only found out because it was someone's away message on the AIM. Don't get me wrong. I just feel kinda left out right now. I mean I saw LXG last weekend with my mom, and we had a good time. But sometimes it just feels that people are only my friends so I can help them with their homework. And, well, that's not cool.

I'm here trying to think of the million excuses why people don't like me, while I should be concentrating on the few good points; but I've always been a pessimist. It's my nature.

Now if anyone reads this, please don't go, "Oh, I'm so sorry Mitch; here, have a cookie." because that'd only make me feel more pathetic than I already do of myself. I mean this is what blogs are meant to be for, explaining how you think and feel, and if someone wants to read it, then cool. If not, then that's fine.

Damn that felt good.