Mail day!

I've been getting a lot of things in the mail, both online and in the regular type. Hey, did you know that I need women's viagra? It's true, they said so. Though I have no idea who "they" are, but you get my drift.

Still getting chicken money from dad. It's called that cause we usually used that money to go buy chicken. But it's barely over a hundred a month. Child support. Woohoo!

I mean I'm just pissed at dad cuz he's more of a flojo than I am! I mean I live a freakin' 2 hours away from him and he's never even once ttried to contact me. Though I know there's a big problem, as in his wife. I mean even at my tata's funeral last year his wife was superviing him, it seemed, as to how much he could come in contact with me. Hey, I'm as much his kid as, well, his other kids are. So he and my mom didn't marry. So I was "unplanned". What control does she have over me? Now I've been living fine for 16 years w/o him, so I have no need to go rushing to his house. Sure I'm gonna invite him to my graduation, though I seriously doubt he'll go. And even if he did, I'm sure Martha's just gonna let him stay just long enough to hear my name. So when I see a door closing upon getting my diploma, I'll know he tried to care. Sometimes I just wish he'd be more of a man.

In other news, they want to publish another poem of mine from that poetry something or other dot com site. I kinda forgot to send in the confirmation paper for my last poem so I guess now they're giving me another chance with this one, "Piano Man," and it's not aout Billy Joel. I actually like it somewhat, though I had a couple typos in it.

And now I just wait for everything to happen; the first day back to school; my 17th which is in less than a month; etc. Great. TGime's passing by and I'm sitting down. Though I bought Final Fantasy Tactics for my PS2 the other day, and it's keeping me occupied. But I'm surprised I'm liking this game so much. It requires patience/ So maybe why I'm playing it now is because I know I'll have no time to play it once school starts. I mean it took me 4 tries to beat a party of 8 with 5 guys, and each battle took at least twenty minutes, so it's very time consuming. And there're the job classes. I don't know what to make my archer into next; he's too weak to be any kind of knight/monk/fighter person but too weak to be any kind of good magician. And he's maxed out his archer points. So now what? I'll try lancer next.