I should have just been an Engineer. So what if you'd hate it? That's why people go to bars, to get over how much they hate their job. That's how people hook up, meeting at bars. That's how you no longer become a virgin, because people hook up. That's how your folks become happy, because you have an actual fucking job and are in a relationship.

I'm feeling very destructive right now. But I can't pinpoint anything worth destroying.

I hate how this blog has devolved into a self-loathing screamfest.

Why does it feel like everything is crumbling apart?

I can't even click on the fucking button correctly.