it's funny when people change, because all you ever think of is how they used to be and the times you had hanging out with them. And to hear that they're completely different people, well, it's hard to stomach. Maybe I was just the ignorant one. hell, I probably still am. But I guess that's just one of those things you have to get used to. Life is like water. It always has ripples, and even though it looks the same everything has moved around.

I'm just glad my classes are pretty easy for the most part this semester, because it's just kicking in that this is college, this is life, there is no more hall monitor that you can hellp guide you. I just don't know how well I can take it all in. People are responsible for their own actions, and you won't understand them always, but that's how it goes. Things change. I miss the way things used to be. We've lost contact, lost touch. What once was a bond is now a mere tattered string. But distance does that. time does that. reality does that.

It's just... not... cool, that's all.