Don't say anything

I'm angey and pissed off right now. I need slepp and I cfan't and I yell at myself when I get too much because I have hw to do. Math and history and AcDec DAMMIT! sigh. I'm just not generally happy. I mean it was cool that we won on Friday but the PSAT just tookn any hope from me and stomped on it like a slug. I'm not getting that Nationla Merit. I know it. everyone will be dazed and confused because I didn't. I justr dont see any point in going to school tomorrow, but I have to because Ibdon't want to have to make up anything. Besides, I have so much i need to make up to myself. I seriously need some metime. This helps a bit, but it's just taking away more time. Sigh. And I'm still so tired. I can blame it on the heat, but that's not my fault.